This is your life, are you who you want to be?

I am continually thinking about what used to be.

On this night two years ago, which really seems like only the day before yesterday, I was probably drunk.

I had not met him. I had not yet met Him.

I had a heart of stone that was chiseled into a representation of beautiful.

On this night one year ago, which really seems like only yesterday, I was probably broken.

I had met and loved him. I had met and loved Him.

My heart of stone had been removed and replaced with something beautiful.

I looked back at writing from almost one year ago and realized how different I am and yet how very similar I am. I still want to be used in His love, but in such a different capacity.

Lead me today so that one year from now, I will see how far You have brought me evermore.