My heart has been broken a thousand times.
A thousand times in three and a half weeks.
I have mourned the losses of lives I did not intersect.
I have grieved the pains of those I did.
My heart has been broken a thousand times.
The ones that were unwanted are wanted by me.
The ones unloved are loved by me.
The ones who are thought different are the same to me.
My heart has been broken a thousand times.
I need to do more.
They need more than I can give right now.
I want to do more.
They need more than I could ever want to give.
My heart has been broken a thousand times.
Each tiny smile shatters my soul.
Each tiny finger pierces my skin.
Each tiny laugh brings my tears.
My hears has been broken a thousand times.
When I cry out to God, why?
He answers me with His love.
When I want to take control.
He tells me, be still My child.
My heart has been broken a thousand times.
And it took me until tonight to realize.
And it took me until now to grieve.
And it took me until just this moment to ache.
My heart has been broken a thousand times.
But faith has been restored with each breath I hear.
Your children will remain safe beneath Your wing.
I shall not protest Your works.
For Your ways are far beyond mine.
My heart has been broken a thousand times.
For I know that You will heal.
For I know that You provide.
For I know that You will love.
Even when my heart is breaking.
You hold the world in Your hands.